Rain drops take me Home

Rain drops
kissing
the black road
that takes me Home
of hope
Making me WE
Uniting my happiness and pain
making it my life gain
Sweeping the dirt of Darkness
It blocks the harsh rays of fire
Hugging me in heart
It flows me to home
of Love
Guiding me throughout
in this unending blackout
Rain drops of affection
bless me close
soothing my soul
It takes me Home
of warmth
Rain drops Takes me Home!

Addiction

His pain is my tear,
His anxiety my fear,
My happiness his smile,
Its a journey beyond a mile,
In the arms of dark night,
When I feel low
His magic becomes light,
Driving me away from pain,
He is my unmatched gain,
My talks are his stories,
In his arms I live memories,
His eyes are romance,
asking me Shall we dance,
I am a feeling he can't say no,
He is music that I can't let go,
My dimples are his his happiness,
Making me live is his madness,
I am his heart's precious section,
He is my irrecoverable personal addiction!

Complicated Heart: Till death make us apart!!

Complicated Heart: Till death make us apart!!: Years gone by walking the road taken we walked looking high we were glad speaking the unsaid we sang the song of friendship Little we kne...

Till death make us apart!!

Years gone by
walking the road taken
we walked looking high

we were glad
speaking the unsaid

we sang the song of friendship
Little we knew that it will soon dip

The boat we sailed together sank deep
No sunshine here can ever peep

shadows of barriers grow bigger
cutting our flight making us meager

we held each others dream so broken
I kept my promise but you held them in open

Alone in darkness
I pick the pieces of my broken heart
Your betrayal shall live with me
till death make us apart!

Power

Dark Night
I rise
from my grave
of the Undead
Power my word
Poison my touch
Fallen from earth
I live in your fear
Growing in darkness
I control dawn
rising high
I cover the sky
under my spell
of death
sun loses
and pleads to run
Glory of victory
makes me burn
laughing at death
I rule Devil
Begging for life
death cries
Watching me rise
from the fog
I unmark life!

Being us

All these years, I have grown older. And growing older makes your heart grow colder. So I guess I was more practical and materialistic than ever. Hence most of the events or festivals stopped affecting me anymore. Then came Christmas. As a child this particular festival held a lot of importance in my life. We used to celebrate Christmas in school and I always used to become fairy in the school play. At home, my mama used to become santa and gave us gifts. Us, me and my all brothers & sisters. Prachi di (aka cuta), Pratyush (aka boney), Janhavi (aka sona), Shivangi (aka gungun), Devika (aka mishti) and me pallavi ( aka mona). Christmas was that time of the year when all we little junkies wanted to eat burgers @ our favorite mc donalds and have super fun with each other. But those days were gone so far that getting them back today seems to be a rare dream. Today, when I sit in my house watching Home alone on my Tv, I realized how fun childhood was, when we all were together without any ego or clashes or for that matter cold hearts.
All these years I guess none of us actually thought about those gone days and those memories. All we have thought about is misunderstandings and mis communications that have happened and that too without anyones fault. This leaves me with a thought to wonder. We all are in this world for a few years. God gave us all our relatives and specially brothers and sisters for one reason. You know what that reason is? It is because He doesn't want us to be ALONE. Yes that is the most scary word and I am sure everyone is afraid of this word. I don't know If I am making any sense to anyone, specially my brothers and sisters. But here is what I want to say, "Guys, we were so better off when we were kids. We were atleast there for each other no matter what. @Prayi- Do you remember how We used to go together to school on ur kinetic and talk about career and our future plans? @Boney- I don't know if you remember how close friends we were. I guess we shared everything and anything. We were best friends and you are my oldest best friend of all seasons. @ Sona- I know you are busy with your new Job and all the rush in your life but hey do u remember how you were the little poker in our lives? @Gungun- As kid you were our little cat with your cute smile and your little nose. Do you remember all your demands and we all like crazy used to fulfill all of them, @mishti- She is the lucky one to be still innocent and in school. She is and will always be the princess of our small family". By writing this I don't mean to poke in anyone's life and decisions. But all I want to ask is, "Don't you guys miss being "US"?

Paint my December

Black eyes
deeply smogged
by sorrow
Paint them
your color
and discover
in solitude

Dry lips
Bruised
by coldness
Paint them
red
by your sensation
in unknown

Dark heart
shadowed
by grief
Paint it
Blue
by your dazzle
in harmony

Black December
engulfed
in thorns
Paint it
by your love
Paint my black December!